oh ! god.. whats happening to me ??

Why I am getting damn weak when emotion is concerned. I am unable to make myself uncontrollable. What should I do know ?
No friends in this city to share, missign my friends at various places. Though it is shared, what will be the result ?

I went to temple, I have done meditation, I made my self smiling, listening to music.. Why I am this much moody ?

What should I do ?

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